Borneo Highlands Resort, Sarawak (Day 1)

1 Aug 2009 (Sabtu)

Bangun pukul 4.00am, kejutkan anak2 suruh mandi. Nasib baik senang jerk nak kejut, ckp nak naik kapal terbang trus je bukak mata.. Pukul 5.00am, taxi x muncul2 gak.. husband dah mula x sedap hati.. 5.15am terpaksa kol Pakcik depan rumah, mmg dia pon bwk taxi tp disebabkan taxi yg ku booking smlm murah $5 jadi ku cancel ngan Pakcik tu.. Hmm.. last2 amik gak ngan pakcik.. husband ckp xpe mungkin ada hikmah.. mmg betul pon.. nasib baik masa masuk taxi pakcik tu tanya tiket suma dah ada ke.. aku pon cek dan mmg aku tertinggal tiket flight n hotel... kalo aku amik taxi sebelumnye haruslah cancel trus trip ni.. sampai LCCT dalam pukul 6.00am.. Bayar tambang RM70..



Zamri dah sampai dalam pukul 5.45am.. sampai trus check in then solat.. depart kul 7.10am delayed dalam 10 minutes, arrived at 9.05am.. Kat sana aku sewa Toyota Estima RM200/day.. amik 4 hari so total RM800.. mula2 dia bagi Unser then dia ingat aku x jadi so dia dah bagi kat org lain.. then dia upgrade jadi Estima with same price.. kalo x Estima dia caj R380 daily.. kira rezekilah... thanks Carol..

Husband n Zamri duk usha2 Estima bersama2 Razali.. then husband kena isi form.. sambil tu aku duk borak2 ngan Carol tanya tempat2 yg menarik.. dia offer RM50 tuk Cultural Village thru her agent.. kalo x kena RM60..

Husband aku yg drive.. Zamri co-pilot...bergerak ke Waterfront City.. jln sungguh sesak, cuaca plak bleh tahan panas.. last2 x jadi pegi jln2 kat situ.. cari makan kat area Kuching.. pekena Nasi Ayam... pas tu singgah plak mall (lupa plak namanye) cari makanan tuk dinner.. aku ada lah amik roti, tuna, roti boom, air mineral..

Bergerak trus gi ke Borneo Highlands Resort.. perjalanan dlm 2 jam dari Kuching.. suma terlelap kekenyangan kecuali suamiku.. heheh.. Sampai di foothill dalam pukul 4.oopm.. Naik ke atas dlm 30 minit.. jalan bleh tahan tajam.. sampai di atas benti amik gambar la dulu..

Entrance Borneo Highlands

Sempat posing ngan awek2 mat salleh..

Aqil n kak Nurin
Pose kat atas

Harith tido dlm keta..so xdelah pic dia..

Bersama Adam

View sgt cantik..

Sampai di reception, di sambut 3 org trus.. wah, good service.. trus kasik form aku.. aku tanya xde org ke yg check in ari ni? Tuk Jungle Cabin, cik sahaja.. aku tanya cuaca kat sini camne.. dia kata mlm sejuk 18-22'C... then dijamu plak air teh... Masuk bilik, bleh tahan besar gak.. n view sangat cantik.. bilik no 103..

Dinner pekena maggie, roti sambal ikan bilis.. suamiku pukul 8.00am dah tido.. keletihan.. mula2 bajet nak pekena dinner kat atas, last2 x jadik.. suma pon dah kepenatan..

Teman lelaki

Suatu ari di petang Ahad, 19 July 2009 aku duk membelek buku tuk mencari nama baby.. tetiba Nurin amik buku dari tangan aku lalu..

Nurin : Adik nak cari nama teman lelaki adik la..
Aku : Agak terpaku gak ler.. lantas “teman lelaki tu apa”
Nurin : Macam ummi dan ayah la.. tuk kawin
Aku : Terpaku lagik.. adik ada teman lelaki ke? Sapa nama dia
Nurin : xdelah ummi.. sambil tersenyum2..

Wah, budak2 zaman sekarang.. tah mana2lah dia belajar.. banyak gaklah words yang unpredictable selalu kuar dari mulut Nurin.. dan selalunye penggunaan words tu betul plak ngan ayat..

Gembira

Gembira, excitednye aku bila mendapat tahu FARA ex-officemate aku pon kini berbadan dua.. heheh.. adalah geng.. dulu pon kami sama2 peknen di waktu yg sama.. masa tu time Nurin aku awal tp tuk Aqil Fara plak yg awal..

tahniah kepada kawanku, take care.. Ellyn plak dah selamat melahirkan baby girl.. dialah yg paling advance sekarang.. dah ada 4 org.. untuk Mus, rezeki tu akan datang bila2.. jangan sedih.. insya allah nanti berjangkitlah tu.. heheh

aku blom lagik jumpa doctor.. kalo ikut kiraan kalendar dah masuk 2 bulan.. alamak cam x caye dah angka 2.. rasa cam kejap jelah..

Dilema

27 May 2009 - Hari ni aku benar2 rasa x sedap hati.. Nature call x datang2 lagik.. kalo ikutkan 18/5 dan biasanya on time.. Bila aku check2 balik, last month terkena masa subur plak.. tu yg lagik x sedap hati.. kalo ikut last experience mmg akan lekat.. aku dah jarang mkn pil sbbnye kunun bleh kira sendiri.. kekdang naluri aku berkata YA mungkin lekat tp aku cuba tuk menafikan mebi sbb hormon x stabil.. sbbnye aku mmg blom ready.. Aqil plak baru nak masuk 1 tahun, blom puas aku bermain dengan dia.. kalo betullah YA akan jadilah seperti Harith n Nurin gap x sampai 2 tahun.. aku pon sebenarnya x mahu meneruskan teka teki nie.. berdebar , stress, takut , suka suma perasaan ada..

kat opis yg report bawah bos yg sama ada 6 org perempuan dan 4 darinye skarang sedang pregnant.. kekdang ada gak teringin nak peknen gak but too early... member2 aku suma suruh buat pregnancy test (PT).. which aku pun mmg nak tau result.. as my instinct kuat menyatakan YA..

balik dari kerja aku terus ke Watson mencari PT dan ingat nak test pagi esok.. tp aku cam nak tau result and dalam hati aku berharap akan keluar 1 line which will be -ve.. but it is not like i want.. it showed 2 line..

pas tu aku trus bukak "http://www.fortunebaby.com/chinesegenderpredictionchart.html" tuk gender and due date "http://www.fortunebaby.com/due-date-calculator.html" which every pregnancy aku akan refer kat sini and so far it's true.. nampak gaya Nurin akan dapat teman tuk bermain masak2.. insya allah akan lahir pada 23 Jan 2010, kemungkinan akan awal 2 minggu jugak.. hari ini aku 5 weeks and 4 days..

malam tu aku payah nak lelapkan mata.. byk benda dipikirkan.. aku menangis gak akhirnya, sbb i'm really not ready.. my husband tried to make me calm.. dia ckp jgn nangis, nanti bb sedih.. nanti kita pegi check.. dah start kena makan ubat nie.. thanks to my husband for supporting me as I knew he also not ready for this.. at last aku muhasabah diri dan menerima kehadirannya dengan hati yg terbuka... it same goes to Harith and Nurin last time which i'm not really prepared.. aku bersyukur dan gembira dengan kehadiran anak2 yg dikurniakan kerna merekalah penyeri , pengubat segalanye.. rezeki Allah jangan ditolak.. semoga semuanya OK...

Not Covered…

19^th Jan 2009 – Monday

Nurse has made Nurin's appointment on DTTA (Adrenal Function) on 29^th Jan 2009 at 10.00am.. 23^rd Jan 2009, I've called ING to request a copy of GL for Nurin. Unfortunately, she said ING will not cover the test as they has received report from SJMC stated that Nurin has duplex kidney.. so, it consider conginitive which not be covered.. I really feel upset..:(

I've called SJMC to inquire cost for the test.. She said that it around RM550 exclude consultation from doctor.. I just said I'll confirmed whether I want to proceed with the test.. I informed my husband and he said that it is possible cost will be higher with additional cost incurred.. so, we decide to postpone the test…

Nurin 2nd Follow Up

17/1/09 – Arrived at 10.40am.. register then it's our turn.. so fast today.. doc said how is the progress.. we just said it same.. as we tried not wear diapers, but it still leaking.. doc advise we seek Urology doc.. he ask whether we want to see SJMC doc or other hospital.. we said we tried to get advise from SJMC doc first.. so he tried told Dato Dr Khairullah on Nurin case.. dia tanya nak jumpa bila? We said next week as I need to get GL from ING first..

I told doc. Nurin private part is still same.. more reddish.. I think that it's because of MCU.. maybe the liquid that they use.. as it start reddish after MCU treatment.. doc check and this is fungal.. so he gave another cream.. he check on Nurin's tummy.. dia ckp dah kurang najis.. he ask how is the najis.. I said that dah start keras.. so he suggest to continue give Duphalac..

Take photo with Doc. Zul…

Staff asked when are we going to make appointment with Dato.. he said today he is available.. I asked whether SJMC can request direct GL from ING.. She said I need to follow up at Registration Counter.. We manage to get GL today.. so we just proceed to meet Dato as we want to know what is his plan..

11.50am.. we go 3^rd floor.. the nurse said doc went to ward.. wait for almost 30minutes..

12.20pm.. doc explain Nurin's situation.. now we are able to picture as he explain very clearly.. he said that Nurin got duplex kidney and the upper ureter is not direct attached bladder.. that is why leaking as the ureter is outside from bladder.. that why Nurin not feel leaking and she unable to control the urine.. Doc suggest to do Isotop test to test whether upper kidney is well function and to see the ureter function.. the procedure mostly like IVU.. need drip and do X-Ray.. no need to admit as there were only 1 test..

If the upper kidney is well function, it will not be remove but we need to tie up ureter from upper kidney.. or else upper kidney must be remove.. all this will cost around 6K – 8K.. will see the result then only discuss next action plan.. but seems Nurin's still need to do operation.. hope that we got a good result no operation required…

 

Nurin 1st Follow Up

10/1/09 – Appointment pukul 11.40am, as usual my turn is at 12.30pm.. we bring Nurin's X-ray.. then we read the report.. but we can't really understand on the report..

Masa jumpa doc. Dia xplain yg during MRI they found out that Nurin has Horse Kidney.. what does it meant.. the both kidney are joint.. dia ckp actually kita nak tgk on duplex kidney, but seems we found something else.. my husband asked how is the percentage of child with this kidney.. he said that maybe 1 out or hundred thousand.. this very rare case like this.. he oso had no idea on this case.. he suggest that we seek opinion from Urology doctor… as there are expect on this area.. they might be other test like aerodynamic(not so sure the term) to check on the vein that goes to bladder.. operation is required as the upper kidney is partly damage.. my husband ask the cost of the operation.. it will cost around 10K.. this will not covered by ING or other insurance as it consider as kongenatif(born with it – semula jadi).. doc. Suggest to continue take antibiotic to resolve on infection.. to come back next week to know how the result after take the antibiotic.. hope that ureter will mengecut.. that is the target..

For duphalac I said that Nurin's cirit.. doc suggest to reduce to 5ml instead of 10ml.. I ask doc, is it must be cirit after take that medicine.. he said no, as the medicine is only help to lembutkan najis..

We set appointment at 10.50am.. doc bagi ubat Augmentin 2 bottles with krim Zink to apply at Nurin's private part.. merah giler.. sampai aku tgk pon takut.. start merah hari Jumaat..